Sorry for my lack of activity on here. There's just sooo much going on. I really need to catch up on everything on here (considering I have over 124 deviations submitted from people I am watching). I haven't even been drawing that much lately.

Other than art, there is school, which is starting to get a bit overwhelming. There's my math class which I've missed a few days in and need to make up a test. By the way, I didn't pick up my old ditching habits, but I was sick Thursday through Saturday last week. Great news for my new piercing (I just got my lip pierced Wednesday).

My art teacher is making the class do contour lineart, and it frustrates me. I'm such a perfectionist, and not lifting my pencil/pen once is hard. I'm glad I got the contour final done today, thank... someone... lol.

I just found out I have a test tomorrow in Physics. I need to do an entire chapter's worth of work tonight because it's due when we take the test.

I also have some drama going on, too. Well... it's kind of self-made drama . I have a huge crush on Neil the Roxas look a like (check my scraps if you have no idea). I just haven't even found the courage to go up and talk to him. I mean, I'm a naturally outgoing person, but he makes me shy again. Man, why am I such a coward?!
So, I wrote a note (idiot) that doesn't have my name on it (even stupider), but I did add my email for chatting use (eh). I put in the note that I'd reveal who I am if he jsut e-mails me. Well, my friend Dani tried to make me give it to him today, and I jsut couldn't. I said I would, but I couldn't. So, my other friend Jessica saves me (sorta) by talking to me.
Dani was tired of waiting, and he was leaving, so she called for him. I tried to run off the other way, but she grabbed my arm, damn it. I didn't want to make her let go because she's my friend, but she wouldn't. So, I kept getting pulled in place, making myself look like a fool. Well, he doesn't have it in the end after all her tugging and pushing (she learned to get around me and push my spine).
I'm going to try to give it to him tomorrow. I have to.
This might just be the paranoid side of me talking, but he seems to hang around me and glance in my direction a lot. Like, I see him every morning before school, but he doesn't even usually hang out in the same area. Now, him and his friends are there all the time along with the other rockers (including a few emo-ish peoples). We're not even the rockers everyone knows, just the ones who happen to have an interest in anime and rock... so we're the "geeks" of the stupid stereotype (which I'm proud of ^^).
I also see him before 6th period at the end of his lunch and my 5th period. Like, he didn't sit in the area he does now, either. He sat in the front. Now he sits right next to my 6th period class .
There was one moment where I am justified in my paranoia, though. It was in the morning, and I was sitting on the island in the quad (like a street island with trees, but a higher ledge) like I always do before school starts. Everyones in their own little conversation circles, and I'm talking to my friend Vanity who standing at an angle. Well, there wasn't a circle around me, just Vanity. Well, than I see this person come up to me, but, because of the sun, he/she just looked like a big dark blob. He/she was literally standing right in front of me facing me (unless his/her feet are backwards, the person was facing me). So, I said hi to be nice. Well, I heard hi back, than the person turned and walked to the side. I watched this person walk, and I soon found out it was him because I wasn't directly facing the sun anymore. I felt kinda embarrassed at first, than paranoid. But I new it was him because only him, me, and my friend Jessica ever wear green (he was wearing a green striped shirt), and no one at our school has hair like his.
Okay, there's one guy that spikes his hair like Neil's, but he has black hair.

So, basically, I'm being an average 16-year-old school girl. How fun.

Oh, and if you want to read the note, I submitted it to my scraps or can be found here.[link]